13.08.25
I've been thinking a lot about everydayness. The fact that she doesn't know me when I'm suffering a lot from back pain. Maybe there is something to be said about the fact that I virtually didn't feel much pain while I was with her. But still. I am in pain almost every day and my mood swings between calm, distant, frustrated, and somewhat annoyed (at my own body). She's never seen me like that and maybe she never will.