01.08.25
What am I doing looking at flight tickets to go back home? (What is 'home' for me at this point anyway?). Yesterday, she told me about Primal Scream playing back home in October and my most immediate reaction was to think "what if I go back home to go see them with her?", but I can't—it's too soon and I have commitments here. But I do wan't to go back home. That was one of my resolutions for 2025. I haven't been there since January 2021, and my familiy will probably be around during the end of the year, and I would like to see the few friends that are still around... and I'd love to be able to see her. But what would that mean, how would that be now after Prague? I don't know. A couple of weeks ago, L asked me if seeing her again would be like it was in Prague. I don't think so. But I don't know. I don't know. What I do know is that I'd like to see her again soon.